I previously posted that I was not going to go and audition for American Idol.
But the thing is I couldn’t stop thinking about it!
I had prayed on it and tried to let it go, but something compelled me to go for it.
It’s not every year that they hold auditions in Chicago 10 minutes away (last time they did was about 4 years ago) and so I knew this may be the only time I ever go for it. I also wanted the experience and knowing that I faced my nerves and fears of going in front of people to perform.
As luck would have it, being pregnant was a plus! I didn’t have to wait in the long lines and was one of the first few people to audition.
Even though I didn’t make it, I have to say I’m glad that I did it. I never wanted to give up and quit and keep wondering, “what if”.
I’m happy that it turned out the way it did. I have more confidence to conquer my dreams and know that anything I set my mind to, I can do.
And the bonus is that you might see a hijabi (yours truly) on TV during American Idol Season 9 when they show the crowd shots from Chicago.
I didn’t bring a camera and took this pic on my phone so I apologize for the bad quality:
Moral of the story: Go for what you feel in your gut, and don’t let your negative thoughts keep you from reaching for your dreams.
At least you can say you tried, right? And even if it’s not the right time, going through the experience can make you stronger for when the timing is right.
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